Friday, March 23, 2007

Countercounterpoint: The Science and Art of the Divine


And again Spartacus responds, as well he should, and most certainly may. I'm still much better than he is at backing and filling… which is why my backside regularly gets into trouble. Anyway, let's keep this discussion open – though I think we've gone as far below the surface as we can with tattooing for now, heh-heh. Spartacus, the podium is yours again: 

Thanks for your additional comments. You make some very good points, which, though they haven't changed my opinion about tattoos, HAVE helped me refine my own thinking about why I find them so objectionable–and for that I'm very grateful. It is so helpful to have a friend to act as a sounding board. Your sharp mind has the effect of helping to chip some of the rust from mine! 

"You're drawing a line based on what you personally find distasteful, and not merely contrasurvival. Thus you're obligated to accept that this standard is yours only, and works for you – but cannot work for all individuals.

Well yes, absolutely!!! I thought I made it very clear that I was only speaking for myself. I would never suggest or condone a movement to outlaw tattoos. People should have the freedom to do what they want with their bodies–including drinking or drugging themselves to death, if that's what they want–but that doesn't mean I am obligated to approve of, or like what they are doing either. IMHO, there is not enough personal freedom in this world, but I'm not necessarily going to partake in, nor be a cheerleader, for any and all behaviors one could conceivably indulge in–even though I may believe it is within a person's rights to indulge in those behaviors. 

I suppose qualifying some of my comments with references to "nature" and/or "God" just confused the issue. I did so because I didn't want to get into a whole discussion on religion, but I can see now that handling it the way I did probably made such a discussion inevitable. I also see now how waffling was also preventing me from really clarifying WHY I hold some of the beliefs which have been discussed here. So without further ado, please return your seat to its upright position and we'll get down to it! 

I really do object to being called an agnostic–I believe quite fervently in God, though not in the way you believe. I believe God is immanent in the universe, and we come to know the nature of God through scientific inquiry. I worship that god by trying to be appreciative and respectful of the world and all that inhabit it (the specific word for this belief system is pantheism). 

One component of appreciation is esthetics, so for me, it is not MERE esthetics–esthetics are an element of the divine. So yes, in those terms I do find tattoos morally reprehensible–according to my personal belief system (others who think of themselves as pantheists could very well hold other views–and they are welcome to them!). 

I believe your quote from Corinthians could also be interpreted as a biblical injunction against tattoos, though personally that holds no weight with me as I do not acknowledge the Bible as God's word. 

"Hee-hee; I like that word, 'sheeple'! I usually use 'lemming'… but I might have to adopt your term, too, if you don't mind.

You are welcome to it–I heard it from someone else. It tickled my fancy too. 

I'll take the last word here… since it is my blog, after all. (BOO, HISS!) Oh, shush. That clears the deck for other topics. (YAY!!) Thank you. 

No, sir – I had no intention of changing your opinion. You and I have each claimed our own pied-Ă -terre, and have since been using this forum to dig in a bit further. But my objective has been – both in this topic, and others we've volleyed back and forth – to use your viewpoint and assertions to sharpen both my own, and my debating techniques. 

With most folks I'm generally too polite to say more than, "Pardon me – your slip is showing", and then proceed to tug on it for greater exposure, or cover them while they hurriedly tuck back in… or, if she's cute enough, tuck it myself. 

However, some other people simply don't respond to anything less than both barrels; in that case, watch out! And you and I (and others I or we may invite into the clubhouse) can stand here, grinning, flinging open our jackets and showing the world what we each have. 

Anyway, Sparts, I’m glad you didn't take any of this personally – as I said previously, I was pointing out holes so you could plug 'em, while at the same time lobbing (low-yield) grenades through them. Fortunately, you defused them all; great job… and this is fun exercise! 

"I thought I made it very clear that I was only speaking for myself": Okay, I erred in my approach; at some non-conscious level, I believe I was running on the assumption you had regarded your views as absolute, rather than subjective, values… but I know you better than that. My apologies, sir! 

"I didn't want to get into a whole discussion on religion". Likewise – although let me clarify that further by saying that the reason I also steered largely away from those waters is that such a discussion would need much more time and space than I was able to give it last time, or will this evening. This gigantic topic, too, we may find consumed best by taking small bites from different ends, over time, and seeing how close to the middle we end up. 

Second apology, Sparkly Cuss, for the agnostic assertion. I think I'd somehow (wrongly) drawn that conclusion, but again I ought to've known better – in this case, mostly from things you've said here since late January, and in our emails of at least the last few years. Let me deepen that just a bit more by thanking you (and Mrs. Sparks) for your patient, very polite willingness to listen to my in-person babblings, last Fall, about some of the profound religious truths/points that have blown me away over the past several years. I'd like to believe I'd be as kindly disposed (as opposed to "disposed of"!), although I sense your shoes would rattle around very loosely on my tiny feet/feat, should I try to walk in them. 

Sir, in how you then proceed, above, to lay out your clarification, I find that you seem to be singing from my hymnal. I, too, see the hand of The Divine in nature, demonstrated through the harder sciences (including mathematics), and in esthetics. Though further, for me, appreciating the beauty in something – a sunset, a voice in song, a woman's curve, a slice of fresh-baked bread, a galaxy, and so on, perhaps indeed ad infinitum – is a prayer of thanks with no words. 

My electronic Merriam-Webster [(c)2000 Zane Publishing, Inc. and Merriam-Webster, Incorporated. All rights reserved.] defines "pantheism" as a doctrine that equates God with the forces and laws of the universe, so I can see that you've labeled it well (as opposed, say, to the more primitive "panINtheism"). But I feel I go a dimension beyond this, in that all this doesn't equal God, so much as prominently show his fingerprints and – as one delves deeper into any hard science – some of his tool-marks and some of the lines of his blueprints, too. 

I like especially one phrase you use: "esthetics are an element of the divine." Awesomely said! And your personal belief system allows you to quite nicely both wrap up, and comfortably justify (not in any sarcastic way!) your feeling on tattoos. 

I think the point where (from my view only) you stop short and I continue, is that you are fully at ease and secure in an adoctrinal (i.e., doctrine-free) divine. I said a good while back that I'm still mulling over the literal leap of faith humans must make to move from standing there beside you (and I did for many, great years), to one where there is doctrine and dogma – a leap I took without jettisoning any of the love for the universe and its description/analysis via science. This I am still mulling, and I'm still unable to point out, or even adequately describe, that leap. 

Nonetheless, here I rotate ninety degrees to another plane and vanish from your universe (man, I would love to be able to do this physically!). For me, that next step (I mentioned this a while back) grows from a yearning to recognize a love coming to me from that God that the universe manifests and paints. Relying entirely on science and esthetics alone, there is nowhere to firmly hang God's almighty "I love you, my son" word-balloon. God thus is impersonal; at best kind and even rather considerate. But love? Love is subjective; God defined by the borders and contours of the universe is objective only, breathtakingly beautiful as he becomes, yes, on examination. 

Yet we, humans, we love… so is this a power we have, that the God of the universe doesn't? Or is it merely something insignificant in the greater scheme of space/time + mass/energy? To both of these, I have to say No. A strictly deterministic God is absent of emotion of any sort; while I believe that we in some tiny ways parallel traits God himself carries: love, compassion, sorrow, delight, and so on… much like a tiny hydrogen atom mimics/mirrors the spectacular sweep of a vast, whirling (on a cosmic timescale, okay?) galaxy… only on the inside, where emotions dwell. 

Why not? 

I think the next step for me, after this one, would look extremely tenuous to you, so I'm going to set it aside again, and pick it back up later – since I can't yet paint with words the secure footing my mind and soul found. That step is the inner assurance I feel, that out of love for us, God regularly bridges between the realms of the divine and the mundane: through profound spiritual experiences, through stirring up our souls, and even through taking on a human form. 

Why not? 

Well, a science-only God has no reason to do so. But a God who loves, even more profoundly than I have loved my children and their mothers, has every reason to do so. 

But enough for tonight. 

Now I lay me down to sleep…

 

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